I HATE MYSELF

i am so stupid because no change school after UPSR!! because i dunno think!!! if i go gbs with fren last time!! i won‘t be like now!!! not me regret only lo!! what my problem now is dunno want to say what topic when see anyone!! i feel i am so worst when face anyone!!! Although boys or girls!! all the same!!! nothings say and felt they bored when chat with me!! i HATE myself!!!